What Am I Afraid Of?- Day 4

What's life without fear? Fear of going to the grocery store, fear of not waking up in the morning. fear of losing a loved one, fear of being alone, fear of moving to a new city, fear of meeting new people, and fear for your child. Honestly, I'm afraid of all of those things.

When all of the horrific Walmart shootings were going on, I was so terrified to go to Walmart for weeks!! I ordered my groceries with Walmart pick up every week... In today's world, you can never let your guard down, but no one can prepare for the day pure evil decides to take over.

Growing up, my mother always told me you never want to go to bed angry at someone because you don't know what tomorrow holds. It's something that you can let your pride get to you about because there could be a day when you want to say so many things to someone and never get the chance too. That's pretty dark, huh? But I feel like we don't get hit with reality enough until something drastic happens. When Jacob and I get into arguments, I get prideful because I want him to apologize first ( haha I'm a big baby) and sometimes he does, but most of the time it's me. Plus, I hate going to bed mad anyways I don't sleep well!

My worst fear though...losing my loved ones. I lost my grandparents at such a young age I grew up without them...I DO NOT want my children to ever have to go through that. No grandma to learn how to bake with, no grandpa to teach you that you have to work hard in life to get the things you want. I have witnessed the heartbreak of others losing a child & that is something I COULD NOT HANDLE. I pray for the parents who's world was turn upside down, I pray I never have to experience that emotion, I pray for God's protection and love to surround my family every day!

Day 3- What Am I Afraid Of...well, a lot of things, actually...